I've gone through and deleted a large part of this thread, as it was taken personally - which was not my intent, but my intent doesn't matter, and not wanting to doesn't make it ok. I apologize. In addition I've deleted the general conversation posts from others that were in response to my post, which were in no way problematic posts themselves but leaving them up would continue the issue I didn't intend. Hopefully those posters understand why I deleted them.